I don’t know how much more obvious I can be. Short of throwing myself in front of the train so to speak, I’m not sure there is much else I can do. I’ve always disliked that I wasn’t more forward, but I don’t see myself undoing “99” years of ingrained mannerism.
However, after much evaluation today I was able to discover that “the light is on.” Now I just have to see if anyone is home.
If this doesn’t make any sense to you, don’t worry about it; however, if you do kind of understand what I’m saying I just might be talking to you!