A Song For My Mood #30: Rubicon by VNV Nation

Rubicon
by VNV Nation

Praying for myself
These thoughts I try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it’s tearing me apart
I can’t hear the words by which I guide
So I must ask again who will carry me?

I will not deny that nothing can defend
from the helplessness that’s cutting deep inside,
and I cannot prevent the thought that nothing’s real
Seems I’ve waited years for this day to end

The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me,
Are not there behind the face staring back at me
The anger and the pain of knowing where I am
I have come so far and I cannot return

Nothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say, no truth left that I can see
So must I let this end, so everything falls apart?
Before I life the life as I have always done

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for, something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart, so that it does not end
I cannot return, I can’t start again

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